look back

Stupid consequences.I want my cake and then I want to eat it, then I want to ignore it.

Sun, 22 Nov 2009 20:54:03 +0000

Stupid consequences.
I want my cake and then I want to eat it, then I want to ignore it.

how nice

Fri, 27 Mar 2009 23:11:13 +0000

It’s lovely to hear from someone and for them to say they genuinely miss you. I feel bad for not keeping in contact so much; life is just kinda hectic right now in the least hectic way possible.

bad choice

Sun, 22 Mar 2009 02:37:55 +0000

Really shouldn’t have taken that. Not if I want to sleep soon, anyways.

Life is alright, I had a minor panic-attack this morning from wondering what the fuck I am actually doing with my life. If uni was taken out of the picture entirely, I’d say things are the best they’ve been in a very long time. I do however need to get over my hangups that with everything good that happens to me, something inevitably bad will follow.

Recently I’ve met someone who is genuinely awesome.

yeah, pretty much

Fri, 13 Mar 2009 10:32:21 +0000

On second thoughts, I don’t wanna talk about it.

Drank way too much milkshake last night. I’m pretty sure there’s a limit to how much...

Tue, 10 Mar 2009 13:38:00 +0000

Drank way too much milkshake last night. I’m pretty sure there’s a limit to how much your body can take before you inevitably throw up.

This post isn’t worth much. I’m disappointed in myself that I don’t write entries anymore.

06.44am

Sun, 01 Mar 2009 07:10:00 +0000

the cycle

Wed, 25 Feb 2009 09:53:38 +0000

I’ve been so lazy recently. I just have no will to write.

Yesterday was pretty embarrassing though. And I can’t really remember the last time I’ve felt like such an idiot, haha.

not now

Mon, 16 Feb 2009 12:44:00 +0000

I feel so weird today, actually unexplainable. I’ve never felt like this but it’s not a good thing.

I have so much work to do and everyday I wake up with the same lack of inspiration. I’m watching the days drift by.

last night

Sun, 15 Feb 2009 16:47:00 +0000

First time I genuinely thought I might die from laughing. Not just in a figure-of-speech kinda way, I laughed so hard I couldn’t breathe and an intense white light came over me.

01:19

Sat, 14 Feb 2009 01:20:00 +0000

Totally craving some motivation right now.

that 25 things thing

Wed, 11 Feb 2009 00:25:00 +0000

I’ve just copied this from my facebook cause I’m a fucking plagarist. It’s like a bunch of facts or something, which although amusing probably make me sound like a bit of a cocktip. Enjoy!

1) Last year I bought two hamsters after getting slightly drunk at the pub, forgetting I was very allergic them. I eventually took them back to the pet store which was awkward to say the least.

2) You couldn’t pay me any amount of money to be maced again.

3) At age 16, I tricked Liam into smoking a joint filled with pubic hair and I don’t think he’ll ever forgive me, even though I am infinitely sorry.

4) Two years ago, I went to A&E after trying to flip off a deck chair and totally did in my back. The nurse made me do a urine test for some unknown reason, and while I was out the room urinating my friends asked her to tell me I had an STI. Being the professional she was, she went along with it and they all kept up the charade for a good five minutes. I’ve never wanted to cry so much in my life.

5) Pepsi is a million times better than Coke, but too many people are afraid to admit it.

6) My ex-landlord swindled me out of £1200 and I never got it back.

7) My favourite persona of Rob Joyce was bearded Rudolf-Santa. Although his efforts as a woman are highly commendable.

8) Dan Gibbons is not allowed to sleep round my parent’s house after he bought pay-per-view pornography on our Virgin Media account…Twice.

9) Metal Gear Solid is the best gaming experience anyone can have, ever.

10) It’s slightly irritating that iced buns are merely bread rolls with icing on top.

11) People who describe themselves as “random” are usually cunts.

12) I genuinely used to rip on people who wore skinny jeans when I was younger. How I hate who I’ve become.

13) I worked in a Bingo Hall last summer and it was honestly a well good job.

14) The day Mr. Tibbot dies I’m throwing a party.

15) Personally, 2008 was a terrible year.

16) I could probably benefit from being taught to speak properly.

17) I have occasionally considered becoming an alcoholic because I genuinely believe I’m funnier when I’m drunk. Unless I get to that stage of drunk where I forget how to talk.

18) I get tired way too easily.

19) Although I love the guy, Joe and I should never live together again. Also, it is my opinion that Joe should grow his beard back.

20) One of the funniest moments of my life was finding the fake Batman toys in Kavos airport with Liam. “Weaponcar of Matman” made us laugh until we cried, and then the shopkeeper told us to leave.

21) In addition to this, Me and Liam make trips to the Dartford pound store whenever we’re both home purely to laugh at the poorly translated English on the toys.

22) I don’t like it when Charlie uses my bathroom and peers out from around the doorframe.

23) I resent my parents for never buying me the following toys; Whack Attack, Tin Can Alley and to a lesser extent, Hungry Hungry Hippos. Although they did buy my Grape Escape which was the best board game ever. Fact.

24) Nu-rave was the gayest thing ever to happen to the word. Ever.

25) Kicking down a locked door in one go is the most manly you’ll ever feel.

loaw

Mon, 09 Feb 2009 18:39:00 +0000

Today started off badly cause it was raining really heavily. Then I found out I have three projects to be getting on with at uni rather than the two I first assumed. None of which I’ve started and all of which involve a lot of independent study, which means I will most probably leave them to the last minute. For once, everything else is totally cool but my motivation to work is atrocious. University seems so frustrating and I can’t even remember what it’s like to work solidly on a project all the way through. It’s long to say the least.

Also, mine and Jamie’s strawberry milkshakes tasted like keys today.

small talk

Thu, 05 Feb 2009 01:57:12 +0000

Oh, how I have abandoned you. I’m just kinda busy right now.

jeez

Mon, 26 Jan 2009 21:50:00 +0000

Some people are so deluded. Why should I feel bad for keeping negativity out of my life?

Stalkerwatch Day 5 - Received a phone call today. Eurgh.

“Hello?”
“Hey sexy.”
“Uh, ok.”
*girls giggling*

Scariest thing is they know where I work, and judging by this text they’re visiting me too.

Gotta love 16 year old girls.

hahahaha

Mon, 26 Jan 2009 00:49:28 +0000

Big black Ashley was just eating chocolate fingers (he’s big and black) when Jamie turns to him and says out of pure concern; “Make sure you don’t eat the wrong one”.

stalker yusss

Sat, 24 Jan 2009 10:58:00 +0000

Jack wasn’t lying when he said Topman employees eventually attracted stalkery girls, and the timing couldn’t have been better as I moved into my permanent staff position this week. A weird text reading “You make Topman sexy” followed by a few others and then a phonecall of complete silence this morning. Urgh.

saturday

Sun, 18 Jan 2009 01:33:00 +0000

So, so much fun. A perfect lineup of great bands. One of the most memorable shows I’ve been to in a while and Burn Down Rome were even better than I could’ve imagined. Building up with the intro track “Michael” actually made me tingle with anticipation. It was just an amazing experience singing along right at the front (and got to share the microphone with the vocalist during Debauchery, win) and easily my favourite set ever after Glassjaw 07/07/07. I hope this band go far because there is seriously nothing like them on the scene at the moment. A modest group of individuals creating truely inspirational and intelligent music.

Props to Dreaming In Oceans, it’s a shame if they really are splitting cause I couldn’t have enjoyed their set more. Gold Kids were also brilliant as I expected but This Is Colour were surprisingly awesome. I don’t know how they pull it off, I guess that’s the benefit of not taking your band too seriously. Releasing balloons and TPing the crowd as the first song dropped was too funny and I was constantly grinning thoughout the set at the frontman’s banter. Pre-ordered the album tonight, I genuinely cannot wait to hear it from the new songs on the MySpace.

All in all, a brilliant day. More shows like this please.

further apart

Sat, 17 Jan 2009 14:19:00 +0000

I’m not sure why 2009 has gotten off to such a great start. Maybe a positive attitude and the will to change really can go a long way. My faith in karma is restored.

Royal Rumble today. I haven’t been this excited over a show in a long time.

good day

Wed, 14 Jan 2009 11:21:00 +0000

Today has been totally sick and it’s only 11am. Me and Jamie even witnessed a little girl fall over and land hard on her face on the way to college which was hilarious. Don’t judge me.

spirit

Mon, 12 Jan 2009 14:04:00 +0000

Holy shit is it possible to make movies this fucking boring? I almost fell asleep twice in the cinema. Samuel L. Jackson doesn’t even save it. It’s just awful.

On the plus side, those Shake About milkshakes are delicious. I don’t know how they do it, but a Boost bar in a shake gave my mouth a tastegasm. I’m bored as sin but there’s no reason to be with all this uni work. Drawing dots for three hours straight to create an animation that looks like the ishihara colour blind test can only be described as soul destroying. A bad choice on my part.