Stupid consequences.
I want my cake and then I want to eat it, then I want to ignore it.
how nice
It’s lovely to hear from someone and for them to say they genuinely miss you. I feel bad for not keeping in contact so much; life is just kinda hectic right now in the least hectic way possible.
bad choice
Really shouldn’t have taken that. Not if I want to sleep soon, anyways.
Life is alright, I had a minor panic-attack this morning from wondering what the fuck I am actually doing with my life. If uni was taken out of the picture entirely, I’d say things are the best they’ve been in a very long time. I do however need to get over my hangups that with everything good that happens to me, something inevitably bad will follow.
Recently I’ve met someone who is genuinely awesome.
Drank way too much milkshake last night. I’m pretty sure there’s a limit to how much your body can take before you inevitably throw up.
This post isn’t worth much. I’m disappointed in myself that I don’t write entries anymore.
the cycle
I’ve been so lazy recently. I just have no will to write.
Yesterday was pretty embarrassing though. And I can’t really remember the last time I’ve felt like such an idiot, haha.
not now
I feel so weird today, actually unexplainable. I’ve never felt like this but it’s not a good thing.
I have so much work to do and everyday I wake up with the same lack of inspiration. I’m watching the days drift by.
last night
First time I genuinely thought I might die from laughing. Not just in a figure-of-speech kinda way, I laughed so hard I couldn’t breathe and an intense white light came over me.
